Setelah udek-udek isi draft yang beranjak karatan, ternyata saya menemukan ini. Kenapa bisa adanya di draft? Bukannya saya posting--waktu itu--? Karna saya tau tulisan ini masih bersambung :) Dan entah kapan sambungannya berlanjut. See, some point in their lives, people must have felt this, a loneliness.
Tonight, I wanna describe what I feel actually.
But as everyone knows, sometimes it just...won't be easy.
There're too much things I wanna tell.
Unwell.
Just because of that word, you can know how my feeling is.
Even not really know.
At least you know.
Lonely.
I need someone. Or friends to be here.
I need them. Even often I say, I can be strong.
Even sometimes I say, I won't cryin. I will always do my best even they have to far away from me
I wanna be heard. I always need them. Now and always will be.
Sometimes I fell like,
I had too much complains about my (sucks) life all the time.
So I try to be a (fake) happy girl.
I showed to everyone that I'm the happiest girl in the world.
Fake smile. Fake laugh.
And you know, it hurts.
Tengah malam. Sekian bulan yang lalu.
Tengah malam. Sekian bulan yang lalu.
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